the proposal
we were at the bar and L. had just given me her ring for safekeeping - she was going dancing and i was going home. it was a beautiful ring, very stylish, with a lovely aquamarine stone. and i could actually put it on my finger, which is rarely the case as my hands are bigger than most. anyway, F. decided to joke about this and pretended to put it on my finger, as in a proposal. but then someone mentioned he really ought to get down on one knee and so he did. i was laughing. L. got everyone else's attention and the whole table saw F. propose to me while C. took pictures. it was funny and everyone knew it was a joke. but then, about 20 mns later, F. put his arms around my waist and buried his face in my neck as if he was kissing me - very unexpected. A., who had apparently just walked back in, saw this and asked me if i was really engaged. i said yes, cos i didn't realise what he was referring to; it's only later than it occurred to me. so now A. thinks F. and i are engaged, while F. is in fact kind of pursuing L. and i'm trying to figure out whether i should be dating C... welcome to my world.
