job search

it just got confirmed that i didn't get the job. i thought as much, having not heard from her on Monday as promised. no big deal, but things are getting increasingly tense at work. apparently, our big boss has decided to micro-manage everything, which makes no sense whatsoever. and this is apparently the reason for which we've lost a big contract, which means i'm losing 3 groups of great students. i'm more sad about losing the students than worrying about the classes, but solely because i have a specific contract that (supposedly) guarantees me a certain number of lessons. the logic would then be that those classes will be replaced by others, which probably means, taken away from other teachers, as we don't seem to be getting more customers... i don't like that at all.

so i'm gonna have to be a little more active in my job search. oh joy. last week i felt i was, perhaps, blowing things a little out of proportion. now i'm thinking i might have underestimated the problem.