messed up again...

invited him to lunch. said this time i'd call if he didn't answer (seen as we missed each other on email last week). i'm pretty sure he's read it, seen as i know he's read another email of mine i sent through another medium. and if he's checked one, he's checked both. so he hasn't replied. and as i just saw him tonight and he didn't say anything, the logical conclusion is that i've once again come up short.

he came with a girlfriend of ours. now technically, it doesn't mean anything and honestly, i don't know when they'd have had time to become a couple, seen as they weren't one on Friday (or rather, certainly didn't act like one - i thought he might be interested in another girl altogether) and he's since been away all weekend. or maybe it's the other girl. or maybe he's just not interested anymore. whatever the reason, i can't stop feeling like i'll never get it right.