date no.4 - part 2

so, the guy i met last Saturday wanted to see me again. we met last night. well, late afternoon. we went to a park i'd often said i'd go to, but it being on the other side of the lake (all of 20mns drive away if the traffic's good), i'd never made it that far. and of course, i was waiting in the wrong spot. no worries, though: he found me.

so we walked around, then sat ourselves in the grass and talked. it was all nice. he was still very attentive and generally, everything was pretty perfect. the only thing is, i'm really not attracted to him. i thought it was simply cos we hadn't had much time last week, and maybe that's still the case, but if you don't, at any point in time in this reasonably romantic setting, want to kiss the guy... well what can i say? i feel terrible, cos he seems really nice. on top of that, i had this dream last night, in which he was stalking me. i know it's totally stupid, but dreams have a huge effect on me (i once started hating a guy based solely on a bad dream), so now i'm even less inclined to try further... i just have to find a way of breaking it to him gently.